Juanita bynum why did i get the job




















Ha ha ha, […]. Chile I almost caught the Juanita Bynum holy ghost! Funny read, but regardless, touch not the anointed one of God…….. No need to bring a curse upon yourself. So funny…. This is the kind of foolishness I did to amuse myself in those Christian chat rooms back when my parents first got that dial-up AOL.

Those chat rooms rarely had any real Christian talk in them anyway. It was mostly atheist trolls. This is a public prayer for the entire church body with, the beginning only, emphasizing the main church of Mr. In this way one can read the prayer and join in agreement making it a group prayer for the Entire Church body.

Which just puts God in a box. Unfortunately, this is how we treat God which is to choose who and where and how He is supposed to operate. This is why the Church is in the state that it is in. That is usually just God praying for what you know not. He said touch not His anointed ones…. This is exactly the kind of material I want to be reading on a Friday afternoon…..

Having to laugh that much would cause pain…. Lol she is doing entirely too much. Weird that typing in tongues looks exactly like my high school typing exercises. God is a mystery. This is my first time on your page and a friend shared this and I have been laughing for hours.

I can not just get myself together after this. Man oh man this is the best thing that I think I have ever seen on the internet and I have seen some things on the net. This has so blessed me. So slayed in the spirit. Sanctified shade to the max from Luvvie, that blessed, holy child of the Most High. No one can and no one will with these outbursts that are in violation of at least 3 or 4 New Testament books….

Maybe she was typing with her eyes closed and speaking this prayer out loud and speaking in tongues and the holy spirit was guiding her fingers.

I tried. A Facebook prayer though? Have you read about the pharisees? I am laughing so hard! Speaking in tongues is speaking in a foreign language to which the Apostles said should only be done when there was someone there to interpret.

Acts ; 1 Corinthians ; 1 Corinthians …verse 40 says it should be done in a fitting and orderly way. English speakers speak in tongue to the ears of non-English speakers. I can see her falling out after she hits enter. From death or to this blog. Just wondering how she phonetically says those alphabets! During the criminal trial, Weeks hinted that the couple was discussing reconciliation. But when those discussions broke down, Weeks re-released a tell-all book about his marriage titled What Love Taught Me.

In late April, Bynum revealed in a Divorce Court interview that she had battled with depression and thoughts of suicide after separating from her husband. Speaking with Judge Lynn Toler, Bynum said embarrassment and the fear of ending her ministry career made her reluctant to talk about her struggles as a victim of domestic violence.

Last summer, the Whites announced they were ending their year marriage. The real blow came last August when both incidents made headlines the same week, she said.

Sex will take care of itself. Are you flexible with the way you relate to your husband? Is he your brother?

Is he your friend? Can you go to the zoo with him? Because sex is not all there is to marriage. When touching, handling, and fondling enter your relationship, it distorts your focus on the spirit of the person. Instead, your attention is drawn to their flesh. You find yourself doing stuff out of the ordinary to satisfy your nature and his.

That can become annoying, especially when your mind is preoccupied with something else. Lovemaking starts on your feet. Lovemaking starts when you wake up in the morning. It starts when you help with the kids. It starts when you call during the day to see how I am doing. It starts with ministering to my spirit. Their spirits are really joined together as one. Because when you are at work, you are concerned about the other part of your body at home.

While walking into the grocery store, you think about what your mate wants to eat. That is what it really means to be one. I was clueless. But remember this: you promised to love and cherish.

You vowed to protect and minister to him. It was a lie. You just lied. We did not know the real weight of those words. This starts us down the road to the sheets. We feel comfortable when we can blame the other person. When you realize that you could not keep your vows, it makes you angry. You went into the situation with the wrong motives.

You had big ideas for the wedding, but not a clue about marriage. Have you ever noticed what happens at a wedding? Everyone walks down the aisle slowly, but go out of a wedding quickly. Maybe somebody needs to change that tradition. I think people have the concept that they can come into the marriage slowly, but they can get out quickly. Do you know that the proper method to receive anything from God is by prayer and supplication?

Read this: Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God Philippians If your mate has not come through prayer and supplication, then you have chosen that mate illegally. Your relationship has a shaky foundation. Only deep repentance by both parties can repair the damage. If you date and marry in the flesh, I can tell you this: expect extra, extra, extra problems along with the problems that marriage already comes with.

I had no idea that the next several years would take me through hell on earth. But when cracks appeared early in our marriage, I felt the tension between my public ministry and private life. As the fault lines spread, major upheaval was inevitable. Not being one to tell my business to everyone, I kept quiet and tried to deal with it on my own. Eventually, I confided in my pastors. By that time, our problems had grown to earthquake proportions. Feeling trapped in a bad marriage, the enemy tempted me with desperate thoughts— thoughts that I fought hard to control.

Wanting to End It All One night while visiting my pastors, I felt an overwhelming urge to kill myself. At that moment, it seemed like the right thing to do. I felt that the easiest solution was to end my life. I swallowed every pill in the medicine cabinet. Seeing the empty pill bottle, she told her husband what I had done. They jumped into their car. When my pastor saw me, he lunged into the street just as I was crossing the intersection.

An wheeler truck was upon us. My pastor snatched me, and within seconds the truck ran over my empty shoes. God spared my life because He had a purpose for me. He wants me to tell you that you can overcome the pain. You can make it.

At the hospital, my stomach was pumped. I started to pray and get before the Lord while listening for an answer. The Lord told me that the only thing that would bring healing to me was to fulfill my vows. Everything that I had declared at the altar had to be fulfilled in order for me to be free. I want you to come out with the testimony that you did what you were supposed to do—you kept your vows.

I began cooking his dinner. It did not matter what the relationship was like—I had vowed to do my part. I did what I knew a wife should do. I walked in repentance and lived up to the words I had spoken before God, our families and friends, and each other. Despite my efforts, we separated. His decision stunned me. Embarrassed by being abandoned, I felt like a failure. I was raised to believe that if your marriage failed, something was wrong with your womanhood.

You stay there and work it out. When you get married, another life comes into your life. When that person leaves, a death occurs and mourning begins. Neither did I have the strength to deal with the fact that I was being abandoned, especially after working so hard on my character as a wife.

I was devastated! Welfare Woes While married in the early s, I had worked three jobs. Unable to cope with life, I went on welfare. Things got so bad for me until one of the church mothers took me to the Goodwill store to get boots because my old ones were falling apart. This was a luxury for me since, in the past, I had to pay two dollars for my winter coat and 50 cents for my boots.

As a matter of fact, my mind goes back to the building where I collected my food stamps. It was so small that we often lined up outside. God, my life is not supposed to be going this way! I need you to stop complaining.

I need you to yield your will to Me. One day I was sitting in my cold house—my gas had been turned off. God made me shut my mouth. God wanted to be Jehovah Jireh—which means my Provider. Not many days later, God began to prove Himself to me. A sister walked up to me and put five dollars in my hand. I began to leap within my heart from the excitement of finally having some money.

Boy, it felt good to be able to have five whole dollars to myself. As I entered the church service that night, I went in giving praise and thanks to God, knowing that the Lord had heard my prayers.

But that night, something strange began to happen. The Lord led my pastor to take a second offering that evening. I gave two of the five dollars that the sister had given me. In my mind, I planned to buy myself something to eat with the remaining three dollars. That would turn on my gas, pay my telephone bill, and buy groceries. Boy, did I feel stupid; the very offering that I struggled to give was being raised for me!

Do you know why Prophetess Bynum always gives in offerings? Because when I was in debt, God began to teach me to give my way out of desperate situations.

I learned to lean, depend on, and trust God. He has never failed me. Bad Decisions Because of the problems in my marriage, I watched my whole ministry unravel. It was very difficult to know that the most intimate details of the breakup of my marriage were floating around my church. Even now, some things are too painful to share. Pride forced me to handle this crisis myself. I thought to myself, I should have gone to college and done something productive. Instead, I fed my spirit the wrong things.

I also spent time with the wrong people. Their comments influenced my attitudes toward marriage and men. Instead of listening to my pastor, I listened to them. But if you feed on the Word, you can have great peace no matter what your circumstances. Some of my closest friends are going through divorces. Instead of dwelling on the Word of God, I allowed myself to be consumed with negative emotions, and it had devastating consequences.

Nervous Breakdown By , I began to internalize my feelings and fell into fear, dread, and self-pity. One evening, I blacked out. The last thing I remember is getting up from the dinner table.

One of the deacons of the church found me walking down the middle of the boulevard without shoes. It was snowing outside, and I was wearing only a T-shirt and jeans. I had literally lost my mind! I remember going to the hospital.

Her mind is gone, and she will never be right. I was dead on the inside. You know what? Despite the voices I heard in my head, I knew God had a purpose for my life. One afternoon, my parents paid someone to drive me from the hospital in Michigan back to Chicago.

A trip that should have taken 4 hours took 13 hours because I kept jumping out of the car. They chased me into the trees and the enemy thought he had me; he thought that I would never be right!

When I got home that Sunday, my mother helped me to get dressed for church. As we drove there, I was talking to myself out loud. When I got out of the car, the sky went black.

My mother had to lock me in her room, where I laid screaming every now and then. I remember my mother lying down by my bed and praying. It was comforting to know that in the middle of my turmoil, somebody was praying for me—and, to make it better, it was my mom. Regaining a Sound Mind Two nights later, as I laid there very somber in my spirit, I had a vision in which the ceiling opened up.

Two hands came from the sky and tied one end of a string onto one mountain and the other end onto another mountain. Then the hands put me on the string between the two mountains. Then all of a sudden, I began to lose my balance because I looked down. There was fire all under me. I was in fright of what I saw. The Holy Spirit communed with me for two hours.

God has healed me! God is going to give you a breakthrough. I shall not die but live and declare the glory of God. No weapon formed against me shall prosper. The Spirit of the Lord is lifting up a standard against the enemy. What the devil meant for your harm, God is turning it around for your good. Right now, lift up your hands and begin to praise God! You must bring yourself into worship. A Double Deliverance Do you think the devil stopped there? After God restored my mind, my body suddenly went haywire.

Two years after I was delivered from the spirit of insanity, I struggled with anorexia nervosa. That was in Even the sight of it made me sick. My clothing went from size 16 down to size 5. My weight dropped to pounds.

I was so skinny that my shoulders stuck out. I was depressed and I began to pine away. My mother had to cook food and make me eat it. She sat there and prayed with me that the food would go down. I only got halfway through the semester. At the time, that was the only way I thought I could deal with my problems. I also had an attitude toward Caucasian people. God used an interesting scenario to defeat both of these enemies on the same night.

I wanted to visit a church that I saw on television, so I asked a girlfriend to take me there. The church seated over 6, people, but only a few dozen African Americans were in the service. Greatness is locked in your loins.

God told me to come over here and break the spirit of anorexia nervosa off of you. When I got up, I was instantly healed. After the service, I went to a soul food restaurant and ate my first full meal. God had healed me! At the same time, God delivered me from a nasty spirit of prejudice.

There is a victory for you. What About Your Husband? What about your husband? What did he do to you? What kind of man was he to cause you such pain? It is easy to take that power and misuse it by telling my whole story. Exploiting my ex-husband does not make me a better person. That is not necessary. Oh, honey, let me tell you some things about him. What I allowed in my life put me in those situations. I was already messed up when I got married.

I already had low self-esteem, and I already had issues with my character that were not resolved. There was no discipline in my life. By the grace of God, I yielded to His discipline.

I hate my husband. Because of him, I had to endure welfare, anorexia nervosa, and a nervous breakdown. I heard a preacher say that bitterness has a porcupine effect on your inner man. When you harbor bitterness, it gets in your belly and tears you up. Look in the Mirror You need to explore what it is about you that may not be right; do this before you dwell on what was not right in your mate.

I kept falling into bad relationships. By the way, let me remind you that even after him I continued to make bad choices. You disappoint God, your spouse, and yourself. You get caught in a negative cycle of blame, guilt, and regret. This leads to self-pity. While you are debased, low-life people become attracted to you.

Because you feel you have to go to bed with someone to prove your womanhood or manhood, and sometimes that means anybody; therein lays the problem. We feel that being a good man or woman is defined by what we do in the bedroom. Quite to the contrary, being a good person is defined by what you can do for my spirit. When you marry for the wrong reason, life is added to death, which produces nothing but death and destruction in your spirit and emotions.

Nothing will work out. Sex may be wonderful, but the enemy uses that to give you an illusion that your marriage is great when really it is not. What is your level of process? Where are you in your level of purification? What damage are you about to do? Whose soul are you about to kill? That death may be slow, but it is inevitable. I waited almost three years before I was divorced.

I did not want to use divorce as a cop-out to neglect my responsibility. Only after my husband decided that he no longer wanted the marriage, and with godly guidance from my pastor for over two years, I filed for divorce. My pastor prayed over me and said that the time was right to make the move. I could not move. Bynum, you can step down. A cry erupted from my soul. I could not get up from that seat. I went through a death in that courtroom.

For three days, I cried and cried, but I really did not understand why. Your spirit was just divided from your soul mate. It was horrible. Divorce is painful. The failure beats your brains out. Wedding fantasies are not the foundation for a strong marriage. If you build on those superficial images, they will destroy your life.

When I got divorced, I asked the judge for my name back. Scripture puts a high priority on having a good name. A good name is rather to be chosen than great riches, and loving favour rather than silver and gold Proverbs That name carries whatever is in his lineage, including generational curses.

He will become the covering for your life. A Long Detour Someone might say that my ministry seems as if it has shot up overnight. Well, in some ways it did.

God had to push me forth in a hurry because I was so late and behind schedule. Pit stops in the sheets are like putting a recorder on pause. You get out of the sheets and repent, someone hits play again. By the time you really get moving, you meet another man. You hit the pause button a second time. When you repent, God, in His mercy and purpose for your life, has to rush the process to put you back on schedule. I made so many unnecessary stops before I got it right.

He will turn every mistake into a ministry and then into a testimony. To this day, I can testify that my ex-husband and I are friends. He has remarried. We were able to discuss our relationship in a manner that revealed what was wrong with us individually before we got married. We pinpointed the things in us that contributed to our bad marriage.

God redeems even the worst situations. But where sin abounded, grace did much more abound… Romans You are going to recognize the warning signs. Then the lords of the Philistines came up unto her, and brought money in their hand. And she made him sleep upon her knees; and she called for a man, and she caused him to shave off the seven locks of his head; and she began to afflict him, and his strength went from him.

Bynum showed police her bruises and claimed Weeks choked, kicked and stomped on her. She said he continued to do so until a bellman pulled him away.

Bynum revealed on "Good Morning America" Wednesday that this was not her first encounter with domestic abuse. Her first marriage, which inspired her million-copy selling sermon "No More Sheets," ended as a result of domestic abuse. At the time, Bynum quietly divorced her husband and chose to move on with her life. I made a vow that I would not talk about that situation," she said. Now, as her current husband faces charges of aggravated assault and making terroristic threats, according to The Associated Press, Bynum said she has decided to speak out.



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